Hi, welcome to “Yami-no Mukougawa” – means “Get Through the Darkness”. I’m so glad to see you.
I assume you can see I am a Japanese, I mean I can’t convey what I would like to tell you if you don’t understand Japanese language. Unfortunately I’m not so good at English to translate all the essays I’ve written in Japanese.
Even so, I would like to communicate with you somehow, so I’ll try to write the outline of what I would like to tell in English below.
I identify myself as a “Shaman” or “Medium”. I face to lots of “spiritual beings”. In other words, it is “non body-holders” or simply just “energy”.
You may not believe in “Afterlife”, because we are living in “Modern World”. On the other hand, we also know there are lots of religions exist in the modern world and there is inconsistency. It is so confusing, isn’t it? Once in a while we even see the wars based on their own “Justice”!
I was feeling despair to the circumstance. How about you? I thought that we – just tiny, fragile, but also arrogant being – wouldn’t figure out what was the “truth”, so I had no choice but to say
“You can believe what you want to, I’ll believe what I want to.”
However, an “accident” completely changed my life. All of a sudden, the days with many “Unwelcome guests” began. I desperately tried understanding what was going on and asked,
“Who are you?”
“What do you want to do?”
“Where are you coming from?”
I was serious, just eager to survive.
Time passed. I am still alive and talked with lots of “informants”. Sometimes their opinion seemed contradicted, yet I kept going, and gathered many “samples”. As I gathered, I realized that there were some common factors, like “the greatest common divisor”. Let’s say those factors are “provisional truth”.
Yes, it’s a “provisional truth”, so I will revise my “truth” when I find a “Black Swan”. But anyway, the more process it go through, the more accurate it become. So I am confident to tell you my “truth”.
For example, I’m sure that each of us has “Spiritual Comrades” and they try making you “happy” – To live with hope, with smile, and to help each other. But on the other hand, there are “Spiritual Tempters” lead you to be “unhappy” – To live hopeless, with anger, fear, and to hurt each other.
Is this something suspicious for you? But this is the “truth” for me even if you don’t believe. Truth is hidden in darkness, but most of people don’t even bother to see it, because people prefer the “Light” to the “Darkness”.
I know I am a minor, but don’t you think there are too many “lights” in this world? And it just make us confused and anxious?
Facing to the darkness is not easy, but once you look into it deeply, you’ll find many “Beings” there, like I did. I wasn’t willing to have the experience at the beginning, but now, I am looking into it by my own will. The experience certainly rescued me, that’s why I would like to share it with you.
I’ve come so far, but after all, I just would like you to enjoy your life. I’m happy if I can give you a hint, and I need you because I am just a weak, fragile being.
Sometimes darkness may make you feel cold, but you are not alone. As long as you exist by your own will, and willing to look into the darkness, I’ll be there too, and I would always say to you,
“Welcome, I’ve been waiting for you.”